Friday, August 8, 2014

Don't Read this

Disclaimer : It's utter bullshit if you gonna waste your precious time reading this crap... Please don't

I have started retrospecting quite lately with my best buddy (would be husband) M doing the rounds. I talk to him on phone for atleast an hour at night sharing what went through, what went wrong, how was my day, how was his... N the list is endless...
He's a lot into meditation and really know how powerful the mechanism is. Me being a procrastinator tried but couldn't compel my mind and heart to carry any further. Though whenever I have done it, it has given me immense satisfaction and a feeling of utter bliss.
That day we talked about our daily lives, and he often says that the body is just an illusion and it would fade away, what remain is the soul. Though I completely feel the same but my reasons for not meditating is that I want to relaize those feeling from nature, from the beauty which god has given us, the blessing it has provided. It's beautiful, isn't it ?
But yes : "The universe is within us as they say !" We need to bring the power, the energy out... Let the soul manage our lives and not the heart & mind. Those are transitory organs, easily blown away by a slight distruption... :) :D Don't know...

See I am old eneough for such talks, for such thinking phenomenas and for listing and engaging in such feelings... Have a mixed opinion about what to say and what to not. Life has spoilt it's meaning. I have loved one's but they are far. I miss them... I want them... I wanna spend my life with them... N this is called Moh Maaya... I don't wanna get rid of it... Hate it !!

:P :P :P

Thursday, August 7, 2014

What's been Bothering Me !

The week and the week previous to that had some really weird and mixed emotions that took a toll on my health and mind... I am going to pen down just a random list here on my lovely-beautiful- perfect space (talking to my blog :D ;) , he has been under a lot of wait :) ). Would explain some, would not explain the remains


1. Preparation : It's been gone over-board I was constantly preparing for an exam not for my MBA but for one of my dreams since the last year :)  Enjoyed the Journey ! :* Hope I get through (God __/\__ Please )
2. Love : Happy Anniversary sweetheart. I love you and always will, you will always be mine. So proud of you darling. May you get all the happiness in the world, give me your pains and just keep going dear :* :*
3. Hairs : When would my bad-hair day end. It's like there forever.. I don't suffer from "SOME" bad hair days... I by chance sometimes- RARELY get a good hair day :P :P... Seriously...
4. Cold : Stop strangling my throat. It's been a while now. haven't you heard about the statement that "You" last for only 5 days, you are exceeding your limit... Please Go !!
5. Mess : My room's a mess. Contrary to how spic and span I want it to be. I am trying but I am unable to... admist all the pressure, bad health, and headaches
6. Friends : No replies... :P :P So called one's--- just suck !! No need of them... Those who really care ! I am alone without you guys.. Thanks for being there. N I am least bothered about how you bad guys feel.. To hell with you :) :P


That's all ! Bye Take care folks :) :) It was lovely :D :* 

Chaos

Over my mind, into the blue
I rusted all feelings and laid down so true
Feeling the thunder upon my breath
Figuring out what life has in store for me next

Clueless as it can get, all dead inside my heart
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I prayed last night questioning is it worth giving a try ?
I got no answer for the chaos it holds
Up on my breath laden with a succinct air of disbelief
I tried getting up and moving across the mystic scent
But it stopped me from going past to regain that dream of mine


It's high time I get past this frenzy uproar
Holding me back to realize my self
and letting me stuck in between the grope
I still tried to get back again, fighting the force with all my strength
And I can say I came all buried in dirt
but there's still a prove that I fought and came all through

A pledge for My Blog

I have been neglecting this lovely space-My blog for so long now. It's dying and that's because I don't pay any heed to it !! :( I started "Coveted Dreams" to be a place where I can pen down what going on in my mind, what bothers me, what I love, what I don't, what I went through and what I demand from my future moments... But I kinda- with time forgot to truly nurture the passion I had- Writing...
So here I am, I guess I have really forgotten what it truly felt to have those lovely people comment and like what I wrote. To pass their judgements about what they desire and what they liked. Some of my best friends are awesome blogger I got to know from this blog. And I am immensely blessed for that. Persistent laziness, insurmountable work and other chaos prevailing in life has stopped me from carrying out this beautiful feeling which I got through blogging.
Here's a pledge where I promise my self and my blog that I would write more regularly and take absolutely no stone unturned to garner the readership it once enjoyed... :) :) To expedite the passion I possess which would always be present somewhere in the corner of my heart and I won't let go that charm it fervours...

Yipee ! Way to go :* :*




Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Just a Week...

It's just been a week since I have arrived here, in Bombay and I got to see and learn so much. I am completely been blown by the amazing spirit that mumbaites flaunt with grace every other day. The exquisitely dynamic, completely forlorn and upright approach that every individual out here exhibit is in every bit commendable. I have always loved the city after my father use to tell tales about his stint at the fabulous and energetic city of dreams.

Often referred to as the city that never sleeps, Bombay (I love calling it 'Bombay') is a paradise for people who believe in enjoying every moment of life. Whether you are in the bus (sweating your way through home) or strolling on the lovely beaches, one or the other instance you would encounter something spectacularly unique. The city has an essence of beauty, liveliness which is mystic in my opinion.

I landed here on the 8th of April and had to take a local first hand so as to get rid of the road which was blocked due to some construction work. Experienced the most trusted and talked about possession of Bombay- The Local Train, ladies going off for their duty hours @ 6 am, some dicing vegetable so that they could cook the same for dinner after returning back; women coming from Mulund ,taking fresh water fishes to be sold. I talked to some of them and their wasn't a single lady which did not smiled at me out of compassion. J Loved the humbleness with which they carry on with life, always smiling, utilizing every nook of their precious time and leaning their way to exhaustive hours all with a peculiar sense of optimism.

Next I went to the Army Club @ Juhu on the 12th of April with my Aunt ('Bua')  as her husband was an Army officer. With an air of freshness by the Juhu Beach I sat savouring myself in the Fried Fish which was being ordered. I couldn't imagine how time flew by in that occult moments, surrounded by handsome Man of valour, exquisite cuisine…What else does one need ?? 

Around 10:30 at night we went to the beach for a stroll, since it was a weekend, it was dirty like hell. But it was gorgeous like ever in the low tide which had Fish smell in it, since the fishes come on the bay during the low tides. It was breathtakingly gorgeous , after about 15 minutes the tide was a high one which almost drenched me completely… We came home, all sand-covered, running for a bath… ;) A lovely evening ended on a blissful note.

P.S : This post is a part of the "Stint @ Bombay", Series I am gonna start soon…

Take care Folks !                                                                                                                     

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